Okay, yes, I am crying my eyes out tonight. No, it isn’t making anything any better, but at least I am alone and it is something to do.
Roy Carpenter, a cowardly little bitch from Carson City, is wanting custody of his daughter. That is fine. Except Roy, being the father of my stepdaughter, has decided the best route to get custody is to claim I am unstable and dangerous because I am taking a powerful drug. And that I am a transsexual. We cannot forget to play the lurid card.
What is this powerful drug that can make me violent and moody ? What pill can take a person who, for ten years straight, has carried two .357 magnum pistols in public without incident or injury ? A person who has performed stunts around children and families for ten years in very close proximity in both Tombstone AZ and Virginia City NV ? What drug could be this powerful and frightening ?
The drug is Estradiol. Maybe you know it better as Estrogen. I do anyway. Yup, the same powerful drug his daughter is going to produce naturally will turn me into a raving maniac. Well, not really, but it sounds good when you want to play the lurid card. So he is a coward and an idiot. YES – I yelled at his lawyer. Damn skippy I did. And of course, they had a meeting with Roy and Sara and both attorneys and basically told S “He moves out or we go to court”.
Nice huh ? So its either I leave my home, with nowhere to go right now, during winter, or S has to go to court without an attorney. Third options is *I* pay for her attorney (2500.00 – yeah, I work for minimum wage and am lucky to have that job). So third is not really a real option.
Am I ready to fight ? Yes, do I have the means ? No. Am I screwed ? As far as I can tell, that would be a resounding YES.
So my womans heart is broken, not that I have to move but that I wont be around my little girl any more or even really allowed around her. Cause I am a wicked evil violent dangerous tranny.
So I guess all I have to say is screw everyone and everything. I really dont care much about anything right now.
